it's disppointing..
i hate it when u put in so much effort in doing something and it turn out to be a disappointing outcome!
this is the second time!
the previous was A'level geography..
sometimes some things jus happen this way..
when u put in alot of effort in doing something..
u would expect to be "rewarded" with a good outcome/result..
but things always jus dun go in the way u think..
and bcos of this it makes me wonder whether am i right in putting so much effort and time in doing something that might not be worth..
it makes me feel discourage to continue to put in my best effort in watever i do..
why isn't that effort/hard work = good results??
or izzit bcos hard work = over-stress and high expectation = bad results??
i really dun hope to have a 3rd blow!
i really dun wan something similar to happen again..